Okay, so daughter is there and is trying her hardest to get better. I have a sour taste in my mouth because of the nonsense they put me through. The entire time they are acting like I am the one who has the problem. What a bunch of brats. These are admin types, and one LICSW. I can't get past the thought and feeling that these guys could give a rat's rear and that they don't have to bother trying to prepare people in advance for any glitches as they are always full and can pick and choose who they want. I am sure there are very wealthy people there. However, that does not take away from the fact that I have suffered a lot with this, missed a week of work, have severe back pain, had feelings of hopelessness and exhaustion and feelings of wishing my baby could just die so she wouldn't have to suffer so.

Even with me modeling what would have been appropriate behavior they still wanted to park it on my lap. The LICSW even told me when I addressed the dirty mentrual pads in the hallway to choose my battles and she refused to discuss that with me. So be it, I already complained to the plant manager.

I am left exhausted. A friend, colleague of mine needs me to meet her with papers soon for work. My back hurts. I will be there. Funny thing was the paperwork was all of thee different pages of adobe forms and it took me forever to figure out that I could put them in a document and print them all at once! My brain hurts.

I feel hurt, I feel traumatized. What is the deal? Baby girl is trying so hard. She told me last night that she didn't pray in the shower, that she held it off till bedtime.

She doesn't want to see anyone, does not want to leave the campus, does not want to backslide.

Why do people have to make everything so hard?