Hey at least you got sleep going for you!

Okay I am trying to cheer you up a bit!

@ suga - The thing is we aren't keeping it together either! And that is the point my sister, the fact is your fighting despite all reasons to stop is commendable and motivational to us as we try and do the same!

Heck yeah you also need a kick in arse! We all do, we are all running on fumes! But don't you dare give up on us or yourself! You've come to far lady!

You need a change? So be it, managing stress is vital. You will find a crack to slip through and you will get through it. Not unscathed mind you but that is not what we do now is it?

We're survivors BABY! Plain and simple! I like to think we are like the tortoise in the famed Tortoise and the Hare story. It's all about getting there somehow someway! Who cares what shape were in if we get there?

And where is there? Further down the road from where you are now, and that is good enough and nothing to be ashamed of. We didn't sign on for this!