i just am COMPLETELY identifying with EVERYTHING you say. you know?
i have been trying to put my life together for like 5 years during college and then quit it....

I feel unimportant and isolated despite having 2 Ts - one clinical and one only a yoga like holistic.

I have been trying to do this...do that..has been feeling like "what`s the point?" We really want they suffering to end. At the same time - the pain source is the insignificance of our lives...i know it sounds big but so damn true.

I feel exactly your way was abused and put myself for abused and did everything my first T years ago told me and still it was never enough

Still hanging there. Just like you. Good luck.