I havent left the house since Monday night..
I know i'll be ok going to work, but other than that i just REALLY dont want to.
I feel ok until i think about the fact that i have totally withdrawn from everything. I havent gone to college.
I know i have a brick wall up in my head stopping me from thinking bout anything in detail.
I decided i would venture into town to meet my friend from work earlier. I got dressed, did my make-up and hair. sat down with the radio on and just literally cant bring myself to go out there.
I dont even know why, my head is fighting the depression so much it wont let me access those thought!!
Not sure if its anxiety or depression or both.
Usually i'll have the fear or the lethargy or something that will tell me why i feel i cant.
But instead i'm just sat here feeling blank, my head wont let my body go out.
Anyone else have this.
I also havent eaten in 2 days.. I dont have an eating disorder and never have, i just havent been hungry.