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I would think it is more you just need someone do hold you when you are feeling bad and you have come to trust your T with all your feelings so naturally you would think of her.
It is a difficult feeling when it comes to your T.
Sometimes I wish I could hug my T...which I have before.
But I am the one who is stand offish. I don't think I could handle it if my T ever dropped me...
So, in a way I can relate.
Take care!
Be safe!