Oy Vey... When I first read your post, Fuzzy, I didn't answer because I couldn't come up with an answer. It's been a while since I felt like this. Now I went and did something I shouldn't have done and that was to visit an old message board. Seems a bit of hostility has survived there and I'm feeling low now... but then again, it could just be how I took things. Siiigh!

I feel like crawling back under the covers and not coming out for a while. Then I remembered the great friends I have here and I know that I'll start feeling better pretty soon.

Hmmm... I'm even feeling like retreating from hubby... He has nothing to do with this! Maybe I'm going into Protective Mode... I know what he'll say if I tell him what has set me off. "Then don't go there!" So, yeah... I guess I'm wanting to isolate and distance. I don't feel particularly "boring" or "worthless" but what I do feel is... hmmm... having a tough time getting in touch with that feeling... maybe a bit of shame/guilt and maybe a tiny bit of anger. Maybe, like you, I'm especially sensitive today.

I have a cat, but I'm not feeling like cuddling with him. In fact, his attention getting games are really driving me crazy!! Probably because he "wants" and I'm "wanting," too, right now. I don't want to "give" right now, I want to "get." What do I "want?" I don't know... Maybe I'll go back and re-read some of the positive affirmations I've gotten in the past week here on the board.

HA! I could cough up a fur ball right now! YECK!



He's making a list and checking it twice...