What are you feeling that is making you want to go off your meds and give up your T?
That they aren't helpful? That you wish for something else, something more, that meds and therapy aren't helping in a way you expected...

It's okay to go to therapy and not know what to talk about. Even after several years of therapy, it still happens to me. She's there to help you with that. After this happening several times, you will be able to trust her help with this anxiety provoking situation. Then it becomes relieving that you don't know what to talk about, yet you know it's okay to go anyway and see what comes up.