Thanks Madisgram,
I continue to hug and love on him as much as he will let me before he pushes me away. I wish I could just scoop him up, hold him and cradle him but he just pushes me away. I will continue to offer affection but also need to respect his boundaries. He is very angry with me right now regardless of if he is in trouble or not. I know that it isn't really about me, it is about his bio mom, so all I can do is weather the storm. It isa part of the grieving/healing process that many adoptees go through. Crap... starting to sound like a therapist... knew I shouldn't spend so much time with them!