Uhg- I really can't take this whole school thing seriously.
I'm in advanced classes, (so I guess you could say I'm in the back at the top) and they really piss me off sometimes. I honestly feel like if I were stupider, or if I failed/did bad on my tests from the beginning, I would be happier in basic classes. Nothing about the work is more difficult, the teachers just load it up on you and except you to do it all because you're /soooooo smart and capable/ I'd like to walk up to one of them and straight forwardly tell them what the mountains of work are doing to me, socially, mentally and even physically, because it's not good. I'm 13 for god's sake, and I have up to five pages a day from each of my classes plus an hour a day for band. (Band teacher is a real d-bag, he absolutely hates me and the rest of the drum line.) I can't focus or take anything that the teachers give me seriously. I'd like to ask a guidance counselor to change me to basic, but my parents wouldn't allow it. It's taking it's toll on me, and I fear I may be going down the road I was at a year ago, with the cutting and the wanting to see a doctor and what not. I'm not feeling well, PC, and this is the first time in a long time I've posted here, so I'm not quite sure what to expect. Hope you're all having a good day.