How do you stop the "need" to feel like you have to punish yourself? I finally realized that I should not cut (although that doesn't take away the urge), but now I want to hurt myself by not eating as much as I should. I still feel like I need to prove that I am sick and need help, although I have certainly done this lately. I just want to stop those self injury feelings altogether, not just switch from one to another.
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