I am so disapointed with my self. i have just gone to high school, i am with none of my friends from my old school so i have been force to make new friends i haven't told them about my past with SI cos i dont want them to think i am wierd or want them to act differently around me. But yesterday i found myself cutting again because i get picked on by this guy. one of my new friends saw my scars and asked how that happened i just said its a long story and left it there, i dont know whether i should tell these new friends or not any more. I am scared of there reaction what if they start to hate me.