All of a sudden I can feel myself going into a depression and I don't know what to do to stop it. I tried to get a hold of my pdoc and T today but neither of them are in the office and wont be until Tuesday. How am I going to get through this weekend? I know from the past that when I start getting this way I fall really hard. This may sound childish but I'm scared. Last time things got really bad I was almost committed to the hospital and I don't want to go through that again. I feel so helpless right now....