NOT childish! It *does* feel scary. If it doesn't feel scary, that is scarier. Does that make any sense? BlackPup has some good ideas. Personally, I watch funny dvds or funny stuff on the internet. It doesn't really make it go away of course, but at least it can be a respite. Stay safe. Like BlackPup, I'll be around on the computer quite a bit more today (can't seem to get off it and am still in pjs...um, yeah...) so post PRN!