Don't know exactly what has gone on... but do know from past how some members do this. It isn't a good feeling.. and one we shouldn't have to even think about bearing... it's very difficult to feel responsible for the "life" of another member here... depending upon what we say or don't... grrrr I do understand how many of us (myself included) can get to the a point that we are absolutely void of hope... (it's common with PTSD btw)... ... I hope everyone will do their best to take care of themselves.