ashers86 I actually keep doing the same thing and don't know how to get out of it either :S. I've also been bullied in school and people I called friends has betrayed me in the past... I guess those are the reasons I do that, though I do really want to find real friends, sometimes for me forums and online friends aren't enough... but it seems that I'm scared of being hurt again... :/
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