Perhaps, when younger, I sought out information and opinions so that I could find what suited me best. Since my injury, my head trauma..and all.. PTSD.. I have spent the latter part of my life trying to learn who the "new" me is.. and why I react or act the way I do now... and how to function better being disabled. I find myself constantly thinking, in reply to anyone IRL oh, I Used to... used to.... that is all ancient history now... I have told others, when they ask me to share... "All my stories are old." (as opposed to theirs being current and active.) My hobby used to be learning. (See, there I said it again.)

I tend to "enjoy" (if I enjoy anything) reading quatum physics, about how the brain works... and how the body/mind connection works... when I have clear thought, I like to ponder gravity... and am sure that it isn't what most ppl think it is... but can't prove it.