You are very welcome..
Fogiving yourslef is always the hardest part to do. But aplogzing will be harder because you know what you did was wrong.
But have trust in yourself, and a keep in mind that at one time they loved you just as much you love them..

Love can conqure almost everything....

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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