it sounds like she is very directive and that may not be what you need right now. honestly, reading your last post i'd ditch her but you have to do what you think is best for yourself. you can always leave her a message on her machine (just call when you think she's in session or teaching) and let her know you are not sure the two of you are a good fit and you're going to check out some other Ts for now. i think it's great you are going to see that other T that was your first choice. go with your gut elysium. you will find the right T but it may take a bit of trial and error. i know that isn't at all easy this time of year or with all the recent changes you are going through but it will get better.