i ran half way across the world to escape my life and start afresh - but you know what you cant run away form you .. i found that out - where ever you are your "baggage" as Byz said is stil with you

so maybe making this a better place would help?

my mum didnt have any money - we would go to the park and play - we walked miles to get there - but it was always an adventure - by the time i was old enough to remember there was 2 or 3 at home - but i thinkthat what works for us may work for you

the cinema was great - walking alonmg a street and naming the flowers was great - making a fort out of cushion was great - cooking with mum - painting.....mostly on us lol

are there mothers groups in your area? that might help - the library once your little one is older if they dont have childrens areas.

take care of you and your little one and i wish you happiness

P7