It's too cold and rainy out there. I would love to ride my bike but it's in storage until monday. SO hopefully sometime next week. In the afternoon, the wanting to is gone... In the late evening the want to play is there agian. It's so speratic. (and I play several instruments Clarinet, Piano, Alto Sax, and now Guitar)

Most of the ideas just lack the motivation... which in itself is difficult to deal with. I do have the motivation to practice but lack the time. Motivation is a hard thing to understand. But it fuels so many things... and for me those things don't come as easily.

And I think I know what to look for when identifying things that need to change. With my background and current carrer path (Psychology) It fits very well. I can se what needs to change but right now I lack the skills to fix the problems. but that will change. some how?!