Myself,

What you say is true. The problem is that I cant seem to make myself beleive it and i cannot seem to make myself see another way. Its ruining my T and ruining my life. Im stuck in a box, and cant find any way out. My t does watch me make myself miserable over it and does nothing about it. Just keeps saying no. Im thnking of ending therapy about it. My life is on hold, all other relationsips have became no existent. Ive lost everything and all I can think about is that she needs to be my mom

Im pathetic