Today is not a good one for me. I feel tingles all over. I feel like that the other shoe is about to fall. My hands don't feel like they belong to me. I am in a panic. What is going to happen to me next. I cry when I see children. The tears are just streaming down my face. I hate this feeling. Because I will do something to feel.... just to feel it is me. Not anyone else but me.... I am really not here. She is someone else. But who?