Quay I feel the same way!!! I feel worthless if no one wants to take an interest in me. I feel like it just confirms everything and even though its irrational, I feel this way. Someone telling me to self-parent feels like saying.. go take care of yourself.. I don't care. I know that is a bit dramatic, but literally its that dissappointing. ugh . im not sure what my problem is or how to work around it.