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Originally Posted by broken_hearted
Hi Melanie... I am proud of you also. Not giving him your key is a good thing and I know how hard it must have been . I know about anger and like you I find myself being absive as well. I am working very hard not to speak like that to him.. Our counselor said two wrongs don't make a right so as hard as it is I will keep trying and when I fall I will dust myself off and try it again. 'd love to hear from you again. I am new at this site and am having a hard time figuring it out.  Take care hon......brokenhearted |
Thanks for writing again. It feels so good to not feel alone. I am glad you have a good counselor. This site is great and you will get used to it. It takes time unless you are a gen x! I am 47! Today I felt better, but still felt alone. It also dawned on me how codependent I am being. I was looking at drug addiction symptons of meth and he has them. It is so bad. He makes me sad, but I can't help him I know this. I do not understand how he could do that drug, but it makes sense how he is acting and looks. It still does not excuse how horrid he is treating me and his mother etc. It sounds bad, but I enjoyed yelling at him! We have to yell sometime!
