I think there is a lot in there, and T might not be able to respond to it all over the phone. Did you say this will be a regular session but on the phone? How many minutes?

So, I think you should send it to her ahead of time so she can think about how to respond.

I think you're making a lot of assumptions (I do that too!) about what you think T thinks. My T said I don't have to worry about that. You don't have to protect your T from you. It's her job to accept you the way you are.

Good luck with your phone session. When is it?