I guess I just need to try to concentrate on my kids & my personal activities & try my best to block it all out. As long as Mr. Crazy doesn't talk about the show, I don't have to either. Yesterday I was checking my e-mail & he came up & was reading it over my shoulder. When I told him it made me uncomfortable, like he was not respecting my privacy, or that it feels like he doesn't trust me, he got really angry & started cursing me out, yelling as loud as he could & generally losing control. When this happened, instead of letting him get to me & yelling back, I just took the baby & went out Christmas shopping for a few hours. It worked. We had fun & he was over it when we got back. Maybe if I continue with this kind of avoidance tactic, it will help keep some peace.