Haven't been here much lately. I'm turning inward. I'm cutting ties.
I'm working on putting that family behind me. They won't stop reminding me that they're still there, though.
I get that tight chest, choking feeling whenever I engage in any kind of telephone conversation with any of them or exchange email.
I have 2 fever blisters. I get fever blisters whenever I get super stressed out. I must be really stressing now or somehow the first one had spread.
I made the mistake of giving my sister this forum link and I'm not writing because I fear she may be reading my posts and judging me. Anyway, I no longer feel free to speak freely here which is why I've stopped posting.
It's nothing about this site or anything. I really do like it here. I regret sharing this with her.
Anyway, for those who may have wondered where I went to- that explains it.
I really miss everyone here and hope you are all doing well. Lots and lots of hugs!!!!!
Jax