Well, it is a possibility that I will have a couple of phone sessions after I move because, she wants me to make a positive transition out. but, I have no idea what to expect...but, I shouldn't be in the office and my moving isn't 100% settled...so, sometimes I wonder if I won't end up moving. I'm in a very hard place.

And I feel like a bad person, because its like, your supposed to leave therapy feeling accomplished. not feeling like your therapist doesn't understand you or has feelings that she is hiding from you. Good therapy--is not suppose to make me feel this way, I don't think? If theres anything I understand, I understand that I am supposed to feel proud of myself. and I don't.

If I could sum it up--I just think its crazy that I started therapy so I could go somewhere where I felt understood and I was, for a good period of time but, I feel like I am leaving therapy the complete opposite of how it made me feel and now I feel misunderstood, understandably so...if you spent time reading all of my stuff above.