So: since the drinking isn't working...uh...knock it off!!!!
What's an alternative for you? Are you trying to use drinking to go numb? Then get a good, scary action movie (I can't watch romances...I bawl and feel sorry for myself), something with a lot of suspense in it. If not a movie, how about finding a mine-sweep game or something like that in the arcade?

It really does sound like you need distraction/sleep. And, who-whee! have you ever earned it!!! You've had a tremendously busy day! Time to protect tomorrow? Go to bed, sweetie. (That's me singing you a lullaby! My picture, ahem, does not do me justice.)