Let this overwhelming feeling of utter failure and hopelessness and being unwanted and lonely and worthlessness be over. Please let it be Monday soon.

Can't I please just sleep from Friday evening to Monday morning from now on? Just not wake up those 3+ days?

I dread tomorrow and what it will bring. More bad news. More troubles somewhere with something. The gremlins never give me a break any more. Always hitting me with more negatives.

And people just say "don't let it bother you". Can you please, please please tell me how I do that? I really truly wish I knew.

MsNiteOwl