I was never attracted to women, but then I met the most amazing woman. WE started out as friends and next thing we landed up falling in love and having a relationship.
I'd been with my boyfriend for 2.5 years. I carried on with this affair for 6 months before my bf found out. I left my bf for this woman, and a few weeks down the line it frizzled out and I was left with nothing.
My boyfriend and I eventually got back together, and it's been over 18months now that we're back together. Our history is obviously a lot different, and I realise the mistake I made and how I hurt everyone. And not to mention the trust issue.
I do sometimes miss women, but know that this is the man I want to marry. Girl on girl porn is very stimulating for me, but I would never hurt my boyfriend the way I did. And he knows that I enjoy the girl on girl porn more than the normal porn. Other than that, I try not let my mind linger too much on the past, but rather enjoy who and what I have now.
What I prefer about women is the emotional connection, the understanding. I know some men can provide it too, but I think it's always on a different level
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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