I'm kinda the opposite in that I have Sexual Masochism..
I've never practiced anything with anyone, but i have enough of an imagination I can pretend..which bothers me a LOT..I hate it..I think I've always hated it..even when I was too young to understand it, but still practiced it..I just want it to go away..I've tried coping, and I'm done with that..I really just want it to go away...