Thank you everyone for responding to my post. I still feel very invisable in my life. My home life, well it isn't really that bad when I look at things. I know my husband does love me and we have had our issues, I just hope we stay on the right path and continue to make our lives stronger.
Just had the MRI a few hours ago. I have to wait for the surgeon to call me and let me know how bad it has gotton.