Noone's problems are more or less important than someone else's. If you have a problem it's important, no matter what it is.

As for the meds and giving up, I was right there a couple of weeks ago. Quit my meds, completely gave up. I ended up in the hospital. It did help me get my fight back, but I also learned to never just go off my meds again. Learned the hard way. Please be careful.

I hope you can get your fight back too. It's not easy, but just giving up doesn't really get us anywhere either. I hope things work out for you.