Hi Music Rules Me,

The world is a much better place because you exist.
The feeling that the world is better off without us is a hallmark of depression.
I urge you to get to the doctor.
Medication can often really be helpful, and there are good new ones coming out all the time.
Seeing a therapist can really help too...
You deserve to feel better.
Hang in there and please take care of you.
You deserve to feel better, not numb anymore.

Sending supportive thoughts your way...

E