((MandiePoo)) - thanks for checking in with us and sorry to hear about all the recent setbacks. It must be so hard struggling with wanting to get your son back and not being able to. I hope you have someone in your corner to help you.
I can't imagine how devastating it must feel to have your own mother say bad things about you and then to get the double whammy from your biological family. I've read your posts in the Healthy Parenting section and I doubt you could ever hurt a child. All I can say is, do your best to get your son back. Big hugs to you ((MandiePoo)).