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Who I Really Am

I am ... regretful
The main thing about me is ... I have dreams

I always... screw up
I feel most like me when ... I'm involved in the acting/entertainment world

What I like most about a person is ... his/her respect of me, and his/her honesty

I will be ... an actress
I get angry when ... people belittle me, or discourage me from my dreams
I feel happiest when ... I feel I'm headed in the right direction to reach my dreams

I believe in ... freedom
One thing I want to accomplish is ... being an actress

What I like most about myself is ...never giving up on my dreams

I hate it when ...people tell others not to go for their dreams
I was ...young and hopeful
I feel least like me when ...I don't follow my dreams

If you really knew me ...you'd either hate me, or see that I wasn't lying about a lot of things people said I was lying about, or right about things people said I was wrong about
I feel weakest when ...I have a panic attack, have bad OCD, or wail in my depression
When I feel angry I ...have no power
On a rainy day I like to ...watch TV, read

I feel good when I remember ...some of my favorite quotes

When I'm alone I feel ...stuck in life
Most of all I really want ...to be an actress and have a successful career in it
I was the type of child who ...was very timid and wanted to please everybody
One thing I'd like to change about myself is ...I'd like to be more assertive

I feel strongest when ...I say what I think
On a beautiful day I like to ...go out, shop
My favorite pastime is ... reading horror, romance, and erotic romance (I corrected the spelling of "passtime," hope you don't mind)
When I feel happy, I like to ...create
If my relationship with _Mike____ were to end, ...I would be on my way to the life I want (I'm assuming it will end as planned, when I have enough money)

My Child Within is ...crying

Who I Pretend To Be

I pretend to be ...confident

Most people don't know that I ...am scared

I give the impression of ...being cold sometimes

The mask I wear is ... friendly and bubbly

On the surface I am ...many things

The game I play is ...I'm very friendly and open and agree to things that I know I can't handle because of my panic and OCD, and then I hide whenever possible

I hide behind ...my OCD and panic disorder

I wear makeup because ...I don't, but I don't think wearing makeup is bad

The clothes I wear indicate ...that I don't have much money

The car I drive shows that ...I don't have a car

My job or profession shows others that ...I don't have a job

The real me hides under ...pain

How long I've been pretending is ...since my teenage years

How often I pretend is ...Everyday

I also want to say, I don't pretend when it comes to my views on things. I'm extremely open and honest on what I think. Even though I admit to hiding and pretending sometimes, I feel a bit offended by this section, because not everyone pretends as much as this seems to imply. I'm not saying it was meant that way, but it's just the feeling I get.