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Originally Posted by googley
So it appears (at least from the outside) that the professors got together and decided to fail me because of my anxiety and not because of my actual performance in the class.
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Did your professor tell you that you were failed because of your anxiety?
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Originally Posted by googley
It was just really hard after she read the review as it seems like her perception of me changed. I really really tried to convince myself that I was seeing things that were not really there.
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It would be good to check this out and ask her directly.
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Originally Posted by googley
It is hard to think that my professor doesn't have something out for me. That she doesn't have some reason (unknown to me) for hating me. I'm just so angry!
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My reply to this will depend on your reply to my first question in this post.
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Originally Posted by googley
I don't know what to go and say. Except that I'm really really angry at her. I feel stupid for saying it
because I've been trying to deny that this whole thing has upset me.
I don't feel like it is fair to her for me to be angry at her. None of this is her fault. She is just trying to help me.
But I can't stop being angry with her.
I feel like a failure.
I just want to be able to go into T and feel safe.
Instead I'm scared she will hate me.  |
So this is like with your parents maybe? You were angry at them but were afraid to show it because they would withdraw their love?