I am on citalprolam and Xanax too. I feel for you that you are suffering so much. A part of it might be due to the issues with your son and how the authorities are responding. that would be very hard for anyone. Maybe it would help to talk things out with a counselor if you dont have one? The meds should even out your depression and anxiety. If it doesn't improve, maybe see your doctor again and complain! I know anxiety is HORRIBLE and depression too. Having people to talk to helps alot..if you have them...