idk...does not help that i am 40, have not had a period since august (neg pregnancy test), having heartburn and nausea especially in the evening, cannot sleep at night big time, want to crawl under desks and stay there, apt to cry, and no money available to see a dr...mom did not go through menopause until in her fifties...maybe i am going thru it early? maybe it is an alter? maybe i am breaking down? maybe i am not strong enough to deal with the holidays...family was leary to give us presents kuz mom just sold them...it still frickn hurts