I am still without my home computer - they had to order parts. uggg... So the only time I can get on PC is a little at work like right now, but I have to start work in a few min. But I am reading the replies and they are helping me tons. A lot of good stuff to think about. I am doing better this AM. T responded again in email yesterday from his iphone and let me know that yes, he was thinking about me. That made me feel better. And I had a dream about him last night :-) He had tons of people outside his office and was doing all sorts of stuff, but he cleared one chair for me and asked me if I would like to wait inside his office for him. I felt special. I woke up this AM and I wasn't upset with T anymore :-) LOL