I don't have a support system besides my husband and he is gone most of the time. No one else knows that I'm bipolar or have issues. If my family found out I would be disowned in a heartbeat and I live in a small community so none of my friends can find out or it would get around town. So basically I'm stuggling and I can't let anyone know. I'm just sick and tired of having to pretend I'm fine when all I'm doing is screaming in my head. Sorry for the rant