bpd2, thanks for your cheery message! Yes, it's morning for me too. I see my T this afternoon and will discuss my concerns with her.

I think I overreacted to what she said about my poems (one is called Blanket of Love and is about how I feel she is giving me a soft blanket of love which I feel when I hold her hand). She said that the blanket lives inside of me and I can access it anytime. She also said we will keep working to separate my Self from the other layers so that I can give the child what she needs. Something like that, anyway. I took that to mean that she doesn't want me to get my needs met by her, but I know she will say it's okay, that we are WORKING on my doing it myself.

So, bottom line is that it is NOT always good for me to start threads like this, though they are interesting. I get triggered and instead, what I need to do, is talk to MY T directly. I am easily influenced by strong opinions and then I second guess myself because there is some truth in opposing viewpoints. I think it's too soon to tell, like Far said, whether this therapy will work or not.