Thanksss everyone.

This weekend I've been doing /really/ well, so !!

I wish I had the courage to see a doctor. Or talk to /anyone/ about it for that matter.

But I think I'm really starting to understand myself more. It's like, when I said I'd get really "manic" at times, I think those were just short periods when it got more severe, but in reality was there the whole time. It's just like a constant psychotic state of mind for a while, then I get normal again.

Uggggh I'm stupid. I keep asking what's wrong with me, and every single time I get the same answer: bi-polar. And I've yet to tell anyone about it. What sucks the most is when people I know in real life say I'm bi-polar, because then I know it's how I /really/ act and not something I just made up in my mind.

RAWR!!!