WePow, that sounds so wounding. I am so sorry...I had a similar thing happen when I took a picture of my T sweeping snow off his stairs. I had no idea it would offend him--especially since he has taken two pictures of me for his phone...I don't get that, and those pictures bother me...
Anyway, so far, we've recorded five times during a total of three sessions. It is REALLY helpful for me in terms of being able to retrieve what was actually said, not what I thought was said--and I find out there were parts to what was being said that I didn't get--I mean the logic of what was being said, as in why one statement followed another.
However, it is not so helpful for me in that it takes me an entire day (the Saturday after my sessions) to manage to listen to and transcribe the important statements that I am supposed to--this is because I am still very emotional about the content of the session.
So, for exactly the reason that it is a huge challenge to work through the recording on my own at home, it is a huge benefit to have the words available to me--exactly as they were said, not as I think they were said--and with the emphasis that they were given, not with the emphasis I felt at the time, emphasis which usually, for me, comes from fear and anger....
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