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thats what ive always been. never much noticed. a second thought never given. easily forgotten and overlooked. my words dismissed as quickly as i say them. they have no value. i have no value. no one hears me. no one wants to. no reason to. my presence is irrelevant to anyone. why would any of this be different with t. paying wont change it. it cant be changed. some people just have nothing to offer. i have nothing. i have t tomorrow. but it wont change anything. ill still be invisible.