velcro, I understand what you're going through. I am also a 29 year-old woman, but have never been intimate with anyone because of many issues I am still trying to sort out...mostly social phobia, but also things that happened in my childhood and adolescence that may have contributed to where I'm at right now. (FYI - I was never abused). I have asked myself over and over who I am mostly sexually attracted to, men or women, and this is why...I was confused for a while because I have always found both attractive men and attractive women to be hot, and I enjoy watching love scenes of all kinds of relationships - straight, gay, and lesbian...all arousing. However, I feel that I only really want to be physical with a man. I can't see myself kissing or having a sexual relationship with a woman. I have also asked myself what I would do if a woman made an advance towards me. I have to say I would refuse it, and it's not because of the fear of discovering myself to be homosexual...I just would not like it, it would not feel right to me. My fantasies are of me living with and having a sexual relationship with a man, exploring his body and him exploring mine. It is annoying being turned on by women though, because it is unwanted. I can't help it, though....I guess all people are beautiful to me! LOL

You can PM me if you ever want to talk.