I've been seeing this guy for 2 years.. When we meet he wowed me sweeper me off my feet for the first few months and then we feel in love.. It was then that he told me a week before his wedding that he was engaged and was getting married soon.. And that he sorry and doesn't want anything to change I didn't know how this could be possible becuase he spent so much time with me I mean all day and all night and still does he is rarely he.. So he got married and the day he came back came and begged me not to leave him saying that he didn't want to do it but he had no choice blah blah.. I feel crazy that I said yes and now I feel trapped Ive been with him longer than he been married and it's crazy to me that I'm still here it's unhealthy.. The crazy part is how I dealt with it so long.. I get all his time even now my friends think he leaves here.. I've met his friends and hung out with them and went out of town with them and these were ppl who were in his freaking wedding idk .. The girl he with he been with her a long time.. But he says they have nothing in common and it's more so for show and fake I'm like WTF .. Seriously and he says he unhappy.. I attempted to leave numerous times and he has an emotional freaking break down then I stay.. It's so conflicting idk what to do.. Because the one or two days he isn't here even thoug i know when I wake up he will be or when he gets off work he comes straight here.. It sucks and I'm over it and I want to leave I don't know why I have stayed so king maybe because I'm young and naive idk.. Maybe ge does care but he not going to leave her and I know that no matter what he says.. But I can't take it anymore my health and stress is suffering because of this crap.. I have been in several domestic violent relationships and he is the first guy I meet after overcoming so many obstacles that pushes me towards being succesful and becuase of it I accomplished a lot of my goals But now I feel like I need to leave this alone it's not going anywhere so why keep limiting myself