I am 19 years old and have been diagnosed with major depression, bipolar disorder. Each day is a struggle for me and i found out that my boyfriend of 4 years is seeing another girl. it hurts so much inside. i believe i am or never was good enough for him, and that he doesn't love me anymore because of my disorders. i don't want to get out of bed some days and other days i just want it all to end. I don't even have anyone i can talk to anymore because i feel like no one understands. these past 9 months have been the hardest months of my life because i am so lost and hurt and just about to give it all up. I hope i can talk to someone that understands what i am going through.