I have been down this road so many times it isn't funny anymore! I strongly suggest you call your pdoc and talk to him/her about meds. Why did you go off them? Maybe if you didn't like what you were taking or it wasn't working you can try something else? Or if your pdoc doesn't listen go to a new one?

PLEASE PLEASE consider going back on your meds. I don't want to see you in a "bad" place